It starts today...me watching you.
And I m blown away
by the things that you do.
You make me contemplate
why I m so blue.
So can you set me straight
so I am like you?

So can you?


Put your hands around my throat.
Squeeze me tight until I choke.
I can t remember how it feels to know
it s not about me...

Chorus:
It s not like I somehow lost what life is about.
I just misplaced the feeling of living it out.
It s not like I somehow lost what I am about.
I just misplaced the feeling of living...


I take a slow blink, sigh, and swallow a pill or two.
I spend most of my day praying
I can make it up to you.
I make excuses in my mind for all the things I do.
Because everything I want
is everything I hide from you.

So can you?

Chorus:

So many things that I have missed.
So many more that still exist.
All I can say for myself is...
At least I admit...
At least I admit for myself is.